She made me cry ...... :-(

" She was lying on the bed. She wanted oliver to sit beside her. He sat there watching at his wife's pale face. He tried to be strong like a soldier. There were tubes attached to her. She was suffering from leucamia. She wanted him to hug her. She wanted to feel him(maybe for the last time). He hugged her carefully. "Tightly " she exclaimed. He obeyed it. " Thnks ollie " was the last word she uttered. And there was the end of a fairytale. He cudn't stop his tears , so was i.

Well, i wanted to put it in a more dramatic fashion. I dont know if i have succeded in it. It all started like this . I thought of spending my weekends for sme productive work. I always felt reading was pain, n we ought to take it only before exams. After i started reading this novel, my perception has changed. I learnt dat, it can be for pleasure too. It is my first novel, "Love Story" by Erich Segal. It made me cry, ya it did. I cant believe it. I always thought i can withstand any emotional attacks and i was made with shakti cement. I was proved wrong. I hate those emotional scene that come on T.V . I dont knw wht prompted me to read the climax. So a suggestion from a novice reader ,"Its perfectly alright to start a love story, but dont read the climax".

My weekend has gone very well. It seemed as a long one. Saw 2 movies in 3 days. Its quite common for me. The movie "300" is just too gud. The taking, dialouges, graphics, action ... and wht not, is jus too gud. Yesterday was even better, are yar india won the match. The ball was not willing to stay in the ground. People were hitting sixes at will. After India's loss to bangladesh ,people had given up . Now there is a ray of hope . I hope india comes out with flying colours.

ALL THE BEST "MEN IN BLUE" .......

byeee ....

n...I did it ^%$^ ...boletho ekdam 'Gladiator' ke mafik

Well!! well, the devil is back. Past 15 days have been very eventful. As the title says, I won. Let me explain wht had happened. And here goes the story ..... I was assigned some work in the project . I cudn't do it. My work was shared my sme other people, coz it had to be delivered on time. I had a decent image in my Team Leads mind. But this incident shattered everything . He was treating me as smeone escaped from tihar jail . He was actually scoulding me in a surcastic way . Dialouges like "Anil sir u r services are required here " . Iam not used to it. And to add to the woes i got shunting from a colleague who shared my work. I was down and out . I got serious doubts on my abilities. It felt really bad . I thought this was the time to prove many people wrong. And then like magic .... every piece of code which i wrote worked . Now slowly my confidence was back. We have 9 editors in our project . Out of which i completed 80 % of 1 editor. It was a gr8 feeling . I was very happy . Then after dat i completed another editor in 1 day(its the smallest among the 9 editors) . Hurray !!!!! my TL was shocked . He was laughing after seeing dat . I thought , i won the battle . My confidence is at peak now . Iam enjoying my work now . Its amazing how simple things change u r life . Now iam a real confident guy. Back to form .. hehe .... My episode is nothing less than sourav ganguly's one .

And finally i watched a movie after almost 2 months . Met all my frnds . Its already 1 hour since i have started writing this post ... Iam very poor when it comes to putting up things here . I plan everything and on a fine day i put it here ... But still i cant put it nicely . Sme people write so effortlessly. Tasneem is one of them . Though she writes all greek n latin ...hehe . May be i'll improve wid time . apna angregi mein thoda (nahi kuch zyada hi) locha hai . I feel fortunate dat i have frnd with whom i share all these 'alif laila' stories of mine .

I mentioned in my previous post tht people have forgot to smile ... now there is a big change . Every one is giving a happy dent smile . Our project is almost done . Actually we are not having work most of the time . And i feel we worth this free time . The world cup is going to start from 13 th . And the match telecast starts from 7 pm . I might miss this world cup. are yar who will stay awake the whole night when u have to wake up at 6 in the morning . All the best for "men in blue" . I hope they win the world cup this time .

There is a long gap between my posts .... I'll try to be more frequent than the RTC buses from now on .
I have to skip my break fast to write a post. There was a group announcement mail saying " dont skip u r break fast " . It was as if he was reffering to me ...

chalo then .... my TL has cme ....

byeeeeeeeee .........