A Frustated Soul .....

What do u expect after a hard day at work? . when u stay upto 10 pm in the office then u r in no mood to take any more torture. The day went well yesterday. It was 10 pm until i finished sme work. I was totally drained out. Then i got into the wipro shuttle, n wht do i see. No guesses boss, it was full n i was standing (or shud i say hanging). At that particular moment u realise why life so harsh on u. Thankfully i got the seat after 15 mins of standing or hanging. At 10.30 pm there was a traffic jam at panjagutta . I was laughing , maybe the girl beside me thought me to be a psycho. This bloody hell road is always full. I sometime wonder what shud be done to escape this road. U dont expect delays at atleast 10.30 yar. Some how we reached to secunderabad at 11 . Then my next adventure, see my story is full of adventures. I was waiting for a RTC bus. My place is 30 mins away from this place. It hardly takes 20 mins in the night. The bus was full again. I was half-sleep. And to add to the woes the driver was not seen around. I tell u , the passengers where hunting for the driver. If he wud have come late by another 5 mins then he would have got a nice felicitation. Everyone was screaming n shouting in censored language. I was still standing. I was hanging to a pole as if there were floods. If a pic of mine was taken then it would have won the best award for the most depressed guy. Finally reached home at 12 . The walk from busstop to my home was not gr8 either. I was walking like a drunkard , i was all over the road. It was a half-sleep walk. I could have crashed into any vehicle or MCH dustbins. Had my dinner till 12.30. When i switch on the TV , i see aussie guys in hold of the match . Wishing srilanka all the best , i slept.

Woke up at 6 in the morning. I have to wake up early coz i might miss my bus. In my school or college days i never had this prob of catching bus at a particular time. My mom gets up just 10 min before my departure, n she hurriedly gets sme bread slices with jam and pushes into my mouth. I never had this situation in my student life.

It has become a routine for me to go late to home. I talk to mom for jus 5 mins or so with the bread slices stuffed in my mouth.

Anyone having a expression 'oh-poor-guy', after reading this post, thnks for u r sympathy . And anyone who has gone beyond dat n crying then pls call me i'll make arrangement for the tissues. It will be delivered rite to u r place. Iam not sick n Iam not expecting any 'get well soon' cards. I jus wanted to put everything here so dat i could see in future wht i was doing in my first project.

So wht i say ................. "just chill , without paying bill" ............ this must be the worst quote ever written. I know it doesnt make any sence like agarkar's inclusion in the team. U can expect only non-sence form me ................

Chalo then before i write more of these controversial quotes n spoil u r english ....... byeeee

65 point no-one .

Its been long since i have posted anything here . The work was a bit hectic . Actually we are fixing bugs. "If debugging is the process of removing bugs, does coding means creating bugs? " think abt it. Ohhh forgot .... first let me clarify abt the non-sence title i have given to this post. It makes lot of sence to me ( now dont assume dat iam non-sence) ... kya kare yar kilarify karna padtha hai , warna loog kuch bhi samaj lete hai. Its a one sentence description to my engg life .
65 is the percentage i got (see how shameless iam). But bravery is not in concealing u r mistakes,its abt accepting them ..... ooie maa mai marjawa katta khake .... iam too gud ..hehe. This post is abt regrets in my life . I dont knw wht the hell was i doing when ppl sitting beside me were getting 80%. Iam very poor at presenting things( ab ees blog ka halath dekhke samajlo bhai). Exams in OU are all abt filling papers, n i was saving them. See how considerade iam. At the end of the exam everyone used to submit a well compiled 50 pages book, n i gave them a small handbook. I used to perform very well in the viva. But seriously when it comes to answering queries put by lectures in the class i used to take the front seat. I was sound technically , but who cares when u cant put it where its required. I had serious doubts abt my future . whether i wud be even eligible for any company. Even if they called me would they take a 65% guy. All i cud depend was on the technical stuff i had , and the crap english i speak. I dnt have stage fear , maybe dat helped. i got selected in the 3rd company i attended. And my saviour is WIPRO.

Coming back to the later part of the title( 'no-one' thing) . I had done my diploma so I was directly joined in the 2nd yr. The other ppl treated us like freshers. It was not for long though. So the point i want to make here is i cudn't search for that special person. Many girls had attitude prob. they used to give 'i-knw-everything' look. Didnt make any gr8 frnds. We had a group(all guys, n mind u very decent guys), we never even went to a movie as a group. It was more like individuals meeting for combined studies. So all in all it was "no fun no studies".

U might think wht happened to this creature n why is he digging everything here. aa raha hoon bhai , thoda wait karlo. I was reading this movel "5 point someone". kambhakth isi novel ka kasoor hai, jo mujhe sab kuch ugla raha hai. It made me realise how i screwed my student life which are supposed to be wonderful days of one's life. And why was i ignorant dat there is smething called IIT existed. I was a gud student in the school. My life changed when i joined diploma. I wish there was smeone who guided me. All in all i deserved more in life :( ...

Chalo bhai chalta hoon ..... phir milenge right here , with another tragic incidents of my life. I guess i can write a sequel.